why my results so bad? is it just me or is God testing me to rely on him not on myself? sometimes i really wonder why such things happen to me. today we got back most of our results and i scored below expectations. i dunno how to explain to my parents. i just told them my higher chinese results, they are already quite pissed. i mean at least i passed higher chinese right? why dont you try exchanging places with me and go thru the education system now. times have changed, and it is no longer easy to get high marks for every subject. lets face it, you always expect me to succeed and do well, and when i dont meet your expectations, you shout and scream at me? life is not a bed of roses, it is impossible to have success everytime, so why dont you just accept the fact? and you are burdening me with this stupid math tuition where i have to waste time and do their stupid worksheets. if i you could just let me stop tuition, i can prove to you i will do better. but with all that i said, i am not trying to say that i am not completely to blame, but at least i did my best and that is the most important thing. why must both my parents be teachers, and so high expectations of me. i think i am going to break down soon. why cant my parents be nicer and comfort me when i dont do well. why must they scream and shout at me everytime i dont do well? Why? Tell me a reason why?! Psalm 102: 1-2 Hear my prayer O Lord, let my cry for help come to you. Do not hide your face from me when I am in distress. Turn your ear to me, when I call answer me quickly.